I want the old me
Today was a mood swing day for me.
Come back school to continue my ITP project
which supposely done during the 6 month
Had some personal sharing session with some ssp peeps.
Having Migraine and headache this few days.
I dunno, i just feel like its too much for me to handle
Just feel like shouting out loud.
I reli need a Hug
Havent been ,myself lately.
Not sure if im in a stress mode or just being too emotional.
Ive been trying to cheer up myself. Try to smile more.
Feel like im someone else lately.
Been Faking my smile and hiding my feelings.
Where is that arif whom always go happy go lucky.
Where is that arif whom doesnt care wad people around him say.
Where is that arif whom nvr think a problem is a burden.
Where is that arif whom gossip ard for fun.
Where is that arif whom like to share his problem and not keep it to himself
Where is that arif whom always talk crap.
Where is that arif who say stress is just like a piece of cake.
Where is that arif who always smile no matter what happen
Where is that arif whom never give out on sumthing he badly wants it
I just want myself back. I want the old arif back.
This is the Climax of my six month here.
With all the feelings hitting me.
Just want to hang on there for a while.
Trying to swim back to the finishing line. (errr, i dunno how to swim)
Now im struggling to breathe.
my friends who was there for me to listen to my burden. Thank You.
Just Praying hard. Everything going to be just fine.
If not im just going to act as if everything is fine
There will be more challenge ahead. Be strong Arif.
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I want the old Us
I miss her, and i miss u guys.
I dont want to lose everything.
Our Friendship is fading away.
Everyone is fading away.
New friends new companian.
I want to be like old times.
Hanging out together. Making my day everytime hang out with u guys
Hang out at our usual place like last time.
I know everyone is busy and all in different school
I dont want our friendship to fade day by day.
We reli need to hang out one day.
Dont tell me ur too busy. Its just excuses.
Where is the sentence "Friends Forever"
Where is the promise we all make.
When is the last time we met as a group?
Where is the "We are going to have two condo house. Top for guys. Bottom for girls.
Where is the "we have to met up often"
Remember the time we study together.
Remember the time we talk crap together.
Remember the time we cycle together.
Remember the time we spend time together (like duh)
I always remember the time. We spend at our "condo".
I dont want to feel awkward when we met again.
I miss you guys like hell.
Its very easy to make new friends
but its not easy to sustain friendship
It took years to build the world trade centre
It took seconds for terrorist to destroy it
It took years to find Saddam Hussein
It only too a few seconds to kill him...huh (no link)
Please guys i hope u all read this post
One by one is going,
I just want all to come back as usual.
We will just wait and see
cheers
arif
